!Tuesday, November 28, 2006

@ 9:37 PM
The went-to-repair-but-not-repaired computer came back. But never mind, at least I still can come online. Hah.

Aunty Laura lent me Princess Hours. So I can finally watch those parts I've missed on Youtube. But the subtitles are in mandarin. /:

Helping out in the children's camp from tomorrow till Friday. After that will be FOG's movie marathon at Cassandra's house! [; Im going to borrow all the comedy shows if we dont watch them during the movie marathon. I want to watch Step Up [Channing Tatum! ;DDD], Just Friends and The Holiday. Just Friends is NC16. /: But I think I can pass off la hor. LOL.

My Santa Claus has completed his one task. One more to go! [; But I still have 2. /:

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@ 9:02 PM
Mighty to Save - Hillsong Church

Everyone needs compassion
A love that's never failing
Let mercy fall on me
Everyone needs forgiveness
A kindness of a Savior
The hope of nations
Savior
He can move the mountains
My God is mighty to save
He is mighty to save
Forever
Author of salvation
He rose and conquered the grave
Jesus conquered the grave
So take me as You find me
All my fears and failures
Fill my life again
I give my to follow
Everything I believe in
Now I surrender
Savior
He can move the mountains
My God is mighty to save
He is mighty to save
Forever
Author of salvation
He rose and conquered the grave
Jesus conquered the grave
Shine your light and let the whole world see
We're singing for the glory of the risen King
Jesus

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!Thursday, November 23, 2006

@ 6:49 PM
My comp has been sent for repair. So I won blog and be online very often. /: Past days, I've forgotten.

Helped out in church today. Alot of work to do - prepare the craft work for the Children's Camp. Eyes are bloody dry now. Continuing tomorrow. Im going to die. /:

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!Monday, November 13, 2006

@ 10:54 PM
Dragonboat : as expected, nothing. But I think we put in effort la. Yay! The first was CHIJ Toa Payoh, followed by CHIJ Katong Convent teams A & B, then Mayflower A & B. The 2 other schools have dragonboat as their CCA so they should win. If we win them, it means they're really lousy. Haha. TeamB came in 17seconds after Team A. /: Quite far behind. But at the starting point, we were difting at the back too. So yah, it affected our time too. My right shoulder is really suan. Haha.

Went home to bathe and went out again. [; Met Zhoukai and Jiegang at Marina Square. And I finally met Jiegang. Haha. Looked at the wallets and walked around. Then walked all the way to Sim Lim Square to buy portable DVD player. Checked out the price for the cameras I had in mind. Sony Cybershot T50 costs $617. Can store up to 400 shots, 7.2Megapixel. Canon Lumix costs $600. Can store up to 460 shots, also 7.2Megapixel. The Cybershot obviously looks nicer. And also have to buy external SD card. ):

Urghs. The first thing Im going to buy when I work is a camera, obviously! Haha. And maybe after that, a laptop of my very own, using my own money. [; But that will take super long la,I know. /:

Went to the farm area today. Not very nice la. Quite dusty. Lunch was nice though! [; And I almost broke my arms. /:

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!Saturday, November 11, 2006

@ 9:04 PM
The class t-shirt is finally ordered! But have to email the man the design. Gwen, must send me ah. Yayyayyay. ;D

Met Christina at Novena MRT. Went to Heart of God Church. It's abit like y-Hope. All jumping around and friendly! Weikiat was nice. [; But he doesnt talk clearly so I had to "Huh?" many times. Haha. Saw a few people than we played basketball with at Khatib there. Alan is one of them. Hah. It was fun! I got free gummy sweets too. [;

Went for dinner at Sumo House. Rp joined. Hehheh. Felt so odd lor. /: Zhoukai la! Never pick up phone. LOL. Ate salmon with rice. Not bad. Haha. Quite cheap for japanese food. Must go there to eat! [;

Tomorrow will be the dragonboat regatta! Jiayoujiayou. [;

Aw, crap. I'll have to sleep early. My legs are aching. /:

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!Friday, November 10, 2006

@ 10:41 PM
01) What is the phone brand?
- Nokia6280.
02) What are the last 3 digits of your mobile number?
- 655.
03) What does the 2nd message in your inbox say?
-"No prob." : Eleanor.
04) Who is the first person who comes up under the letter M?
- Marcus.
05) Who was the last person you rang?
- Chuxian.
06) Who was your last missed call from?
- Mum.
07) Who was the 2nd person who comes up under D?
- Darren.
08) What does the oldest message in your inbox say?
- "Nah. You're underage. Haha." : Zhoukai.
09)Who comes up under J?
- Jane, Janella, another Jane, Janet, Janisha, Jannis, Jasmine, Jason, Jasper, Jean, Jeffery, Jenna, Jerome, Jianbin, Jianjin, Jianting, Jiapei, Jiaqi, Jiegang, Jingming, Jingwen, Jingyi, Jinhan, Joanne, Jody, Joe, Joel, Joey, another Joey, Jolene, Jordon, Josephine, Joseph, Joshua, another Joshua, Joyce, Joy, Jude, Jueyin, Julia, Junwei, Junyang.
10) Go to your Sent Items - what does the 10th message say?
- "now than start ah . haha . yup . [; you staying over there later ?" : Zhoukai.
11) Who is the 4th person who comes up under S?
- Sarah.
12) Who is your network provider?
- Singtel.
13) How many messages are currently in your inbox?
- 139.
14) What do you have as your background?
- Shin in his dazzling Prince costume & holding Alfred. [; [of Princess Hours]
15) Who is the 2nd person who comes up under R?
- Rachel.
16) Who do you have on speed dial 3?
- I dont use speed dial.
17) If you are on Pay as you Go, how much credit do you have?
- I only use auto-roam.
18) Who is the first person who comes up under C?
- Camilia.
19) How many bars of signal do you currently have?
- 4.
20) What do you have as your main ringtone?
- Promiscuous : Nelly Furtado ft. Timbaland.

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@ 8:08 PM
Congrats Ahpa&Ahma on your wedding! [;

Was about 5 minutes late for training, cause my dad couldnt come back in time from fetching my sis. Mrs Thomas was there when I reached. After I put my bag and walked out to start running, she was like "Haha. 5 minutes late ah." I was *smilesmilesmile*. LOL. We signed a contract la. And we're to abide by the rules. One of them is to be punctual. Hah. Complete a round without stopping. [;

Yay! Yingtsui is well again and of course her crazyness has resumed. She was suffering from exhaustion! This crazy woman. LOL. Glad that you're back to your maddish self. [;

My thigh muscles are aching. I have to go for the dragonboat regatta on Sunday so I cant go church. Or go for 15 minutes. Service starts at 9:15am and we're supposed to meet at 9:30am. Haha. Unless I go for IGC, which is at 8am. We'll see la. Hah.

I desperately need money. Maybe I should go sell ice cream? LOL.

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!Thursday, November 09, 2006

@ 10:07 PM
Dragonboat today was quite okay. PT was tough! But what do you expect, Mrs Sidhu leh. LOL. Super tiring, but satisfaction after all. Rawr, didnt get to sit on the right again. Im going to on Sunday! /:

Training tomorrow! [; I miss my bballers.

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!Wednesday, November 08, 2006

@ 8:33 PM
I contribute so damn much alright. Just because she refuses to do it, you ask me to do. Even if she's at home. FUCKED UP CAN. THIS HOME HAVE WHAT DAMN FUCKING LOVE, HUH? Big deal if she doesnt want to do it. Dont cook la! Just let us starve to death. It's been how long since I bought clothes. She always uses her money to buy her own clothes because she doesnt have to spent a single cent in school! It's all provided. What about me? I have to pay for my own recess and lunch. And you complain that my allowance is alot. Wait till you count how I spend it. If I want to buy something, you always say that I'll have to save and buy it. But how the fuck can I save when there is nothing to save? Everything I do is a nuisance to you. You're the one that you always call to do things cause I will do it. And you keep saying the Im comparing. Of course what. Why am I doing everything while she just sits there doing nothing, growing fat?

My home, is just a place where I sleep in. My life can relate very well to Tom's life in I Not Stupid Too. Exactly the same. In this family, no one can be treated like a pal. Im just always wasting their money when I buy things. You think I want your money so much? If I could work, I wouldnt need and I dont want your shit at all. I'll pay for all my expenses okay. Just you wait. Next year, you wont see that annoying child that is always wasting your money at home very often. I'll work my butt off. You wouldnt have to provide except to pay for the phone, electricity and water bills. I dont have to talk to you. If I get a better paying job, I'll even pay my own phone bills.

Everytime after an argument, you'll lock yourself in the room and cry. After that, it will be cold war. It's such a routine that I dont even bother to care if you're alright even if Im not in the wrong. The spirit of hurt, angst, loneliness and hatred will always be in the house until there's a breakthrough. That's why everyday, I do activities to keep me out of the house. Out there, I feel a little better. I can keep my mind off things and just have a great time. When there is a call from home, I always dread answering it. Cause every single time, it's "Where are you now? Dinner's ready. Come back." And if she goes out, you'll start calling her when it's only after 11. After I reach home, all you get is silence from me. I dont see the point in going home and eating dinner together, when we dont even talk. And everytime we talk, it'll always end in an argument or a pointless lecture. Laughter is so rare in this house.

If Im going to stand this family any longer, I think dying or running away would be the best solutions. I've tried holding my tongue and not talk back. But that angers me even more as I cant get it out. I just want a loving home where we do things together and laughter fills the air everytime. Not staring, a sense of irritatedness and annoyance. So Zhoukai, after all I have blogged, you now know why I dont like going home. One day, I'll may just need your shoulder.

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@ 10:48 AM
full name: Alicia Tan Jia Hui.
nicknames: Cia, Cia-y.
gender: Female.
age: 13.
b-day: 13March1993.
star sign: Pisces.
place of birth: Singapore ; Thomson Medical Hospital.
height: 174cm or more. [;
eye color: Dark brown.
hair color: Dark brown.
skin color: Tan. Reddish-brown.
any piercings: Yeaps. 7! [;
where: Ears.
do you want more: Yeaps.
do you wear glasses: No, but I have a degree.
do you have braces: No, I want!
what color are your nails: Shiny baby pink.

mom's name: Rose.
dad's name: Joshua.
any brothers or sisters: Older sister.
how old: 16.
who do you live with: Family.
are your parents married: Yah.
do you have any pets: No.
where do you live: AMK.

what school do you go to: MFSS.
what grade: Sec1.
favourite subject: Home Economics.
favourite teacher: None.
worst subject: Art.
is your school public or private: Public.
would you ever go to a private school: Yah. Was supposed to go.
do you like football: Not exactly.
do you like baseball: Okay la.
do you like basketball: Of course!
do you like dance: Okay la.
do you like badminton: Okay la.
do you like volleyball: Yeap.
do you like golf: Not really.
do you have a boyfriend: No. Why do we need boys? SISTA'HOODDDDD! [;
if so, name: -
how old is he: -
are you single: Yup, and loving it! [;
are you straight/gay/bi: Im goddamn straight alrights.

what is your ideal hair color for a boyfriend/girlfriend: Jet black with outrageous coloured streaks. [;
eye color: Brown or grey.
skin color: Tan.
height: Preferably taller.
personality: I have high standards. [;
style: Laid-back.
does size matter: Yeah.
are you happy: Not really.
sad: usually.
funny: [;
boring: Dont know.
popular: Nope.
happy-go-lucky: Hmmmmm.
serious:: When there's a need to be.
chilled:: Yeah.
stressed:: Not really.
smart: Okay la.
dumb: LOL.
shy:: Nope.
outgoing:: Yah.
loud:: Usually.
quiet: Sometimes.
annoying: I dont think so. [;
nice: Dont know. [;
kind: At times.
friendly: Yes!
nasty: At times. -Seldom!
evil:: Hehheh.
fashionable: I think not.
pretty:: No.
ugly: Yah!
have you ever smoked: No.
have you ever done drugs?: No.
have you ever drank alcohol?: Yup.
have you ever had sex?: LOL. No.
have you ever been abroad?: Yah.
do you have any scars?: Duh.
have you ever killed someone?: No.
have you ever kicked someone in the nuts: Not yet. [;
have you ever been arrested?: Nope.
have you ever got in a fight?: Yah.
have you ever stolen something?: Who havent?
have you ever given birth?: No.
have you ever been fired?: Not yet. [;
have you ever passed out?: Yup.
have you ever peed in your pants?: Yeah! [;
if so, why?: Cos I didnt have toilet training then. Hah.

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!Tuesday, November 07, 2006

@ 9:29 PM
Okay 1Endeavourians'2006. The class t-shirt design is confirmed. Everything is settled at there will be no changes. For the names, it'll just be { NAME IN CAPS }. Nothing else. Standard font too. And you wont have to add another $1. [;

Dragonboat practice was okay. Im chao dah again! [; Reddish la. I cant get black. Heh. Some stupid primary school kids passing our boat splashed the damn salty water at us. We dont fucking know them alright. My eyes really hurt after that. My hair was smelly, weirdish and yucky. The group I was put into afterwards suck. I guess we'll just win a stinkin' fish after the race ends on Sunday. /:

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!Monday, November 06, 2006

@ 8:52 PM
01. What is your full name?
Alicia Tan Jia Hui. [;

02. What color pants are you wearing??
Black FBT shorts.

03. What are you listening to right now??
987FM.

04. What are the last four digits of your phone number??
2655.

05. What was the last thing you ate??
Meat from dinner's soup.

06. If you were a crayon what color would you be??
Orange! [;

07. Last Person You Spoke To on The Phone??
Ms Cheng.

08. The First Thing You Notice about the Opposite Gender??
Eyebrows! Nah, face actually. Heh.

09. Do you Like The Person Who Sent You This??
I ripped it from Kerrie! [;

11. What's Your Favourite Drink??
Lemon barley.

12. What's Your Favourite Alcoholic Drink??
I dont like alcohol. White wine is the most okay one.

13. What's Your Favorite Sport??
Basketball!

14. What's Your Hair Color??
Dark brown.

15. What's Your Eye Color??
Dark brown.

16. Do You Wear Contacts??
Yes! I want grey coloured contacts! [[[;

17. Siblings??
Older sister.

18. Favourite Month??
June.

20. Last Movie You Watched??
Pirates of the Carribean : Dead Man's Chest.

21. Favourite Day of the Year??
25th December! PRESENTS! [;

22.Are you too shy to ask someone out??
Depends.

23. Summer or Winter??
Both.

24. Hugs or Kisses??
Both! [;

25. Relationships or One Night Stands??
Relationships.

26. Chocolate or Vanilla??
Both.

27. Do you want your friends to write back??
Yup.

28. Who is most likely to respond??
Cherilyn.

29. Who is most likely to not respond??
Kerrie and Gwen! Busy woman aye. [;

30. Living arrangements??
Black, white, red. Big house, or condo.

32. What's on your mouse pad??
Im using a laptop.

33. What did you do last night??
Go online. What else? [;

34. Favourite flavour??
Chocolate.

35. Can you touch your nose with your tongue??
Nope.

36. What inspires you??
Anything that has inspiration! [;

37. Buttered/Plain/Salted Popcorn??
Buttered. I'll prefer sweet though.

38. Favourite type of car??
Huge, box-like shaped.

39. Favourite type of flower??
Roses.

40. How many keys are there on your key ring??
2.

41. Can you juggle??
A lil'.

42. Can you put your toes in your mouth??
I think. I havent tried! [;

43. Do you have a crush (or a relationship)??
Hmmmmmmm. [;

44. Name of your crush/stead??
Hmmmmmmm. [;

45. Star Sign??
Pisces.

46. Favourite Movie??
Many.

47.Favourite Girl & Boy??
I dont know.

48. Ever Been Kissed By a Boy/Girl you like??
Last time, yeah.

49. Favourite Brand??
Adidas, Nike, Quiksilver, SlurpingApe and more.

50. Movies or Series??
Series, of course! [;

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@ 8:14 PM
TALKING TERMS
1a) Who always listen out to what you have to crap about? ::: Cherilyn.
1b) Who, then, craps WITH/TO you? ::: Gwen. [;
1c) Who loves to talk to you alot? ::: I dont know. Gwen & Kerrie?
2a) Name one friend whom shares the same passion as you. ::: Gwen?
2b) What passion do you two share? ::: Photographing.
2c) Are they two of you good friends? ::: Yeap.
3a) Who do you like to do group work with? ::: Not with AGEEK. We quarrel too much! Haha. I dont know leh.
3b) Describe the first person you mentioned. ::: Nice! Busy woman. Besties since P4.
3c) Is the second person one of your best friends/your best friend? ::: Yeap.
4a) Name one of your celebrity crushes. ::: Mingdao!
4b) What type of entertainment is he? ::: Acting and singing.
4c) How long do you think you'll continue to craze about him? ::: Heh, dont know.
5a) Who'd you share your darkest secrets with? ::: Cherilyn, I guess.
5b) Would she/he share her/his darkest secrets with you? ::: Usually.
5c) So, is that person your best friend? ::: Yup! [;

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@ 5:54 PM
Played friendly with Whitley. We won for B & C girls, though it was not really fair for the C girls match. It was half time so most of us who played went McDonald's to go toilet and buy drinks. There was only one cubicle, and the person inside had a stomach ache so she took a long time. In the end, I didnt get to go. /: The seniors played for us first.

I was just satisfied with my performance though I could have scored more. I'll train more to improve. I got to improve! Haha. Number 6 & 14 from Whitley were damn rough la. Go sandwich me when I dont even have the ball. Retarded. Heard from Angie that Number 14 is together with Anzee. LOL! Butches and lesbians. They're amusing. And many basketball girls are like that. Usually butches. I thank God that they are rare in MFSS if not I'll freak.

Back to the two Whitley girls, their butts were really hard. I got super angry during the game and cussed alot, as usual. [; I was like, "Wtf la. No ball still push push push. Fucking assholes." LOL. 6 kept pushing and in total I got fouled 3 times. Twice by her I think. She kept pushing and shoving. And again, she is RETARDED! She doesnt even know how to shoot at base line la. Keeps air-balling. Adora got many rebounds from her shots. [;

I accidentally whacked Chermaine in the head. While I was guarding 14, she was beside me. So to guard, you have to raise your hands right. And while my hand was coming down, she was running from my side to the back. So she got whacked. Haha.

Charlene is in the team too, surprisingly. She doesnt know how to shoot la. LOL. It was quite fun.

Yingtsui ; Get well soon! Hope you're feeling better. Take care. [;

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@ 5:15 PM
Im so bored, I go off ripping quizes from people's blogs. [;

I think I've done this quiz somewhere, somehow.

1.Start Time: 5:20 pm
2. Name: Alicia
3. Nickname: Cia, Cia-y
4. If you were a skittle, what color would you be?: Orange!
5. Chinese Zodiac: Rooster.
6. Horoscope: Pisces.
7. Hair color: Dark brown.
8. Eye color: Dark brown.
9. Height: 174cm or more. [;
10. Favorite Color : Orange!
11. Glasses?: I have a degree but I dont wear them.
12. Braces?: No. I WANT! /:
13. Piercing/tattoos: 7 piercings, no tattoos.
14. Pet: No. They all died. /:

HAVE YOU EVER
15. Cut your own hair?: Yup.
16. Did you do something in the past month that you regret? Yah, just hours ago.
18. Hugged someone who isn't your g/f or b/f?: Yup.
19. Skipped school?: Yup.
20. Bungee jumped?: No.
21. Jump off a building?: No, but have thought of it. [;
22. Dumped someone?: Not exactly.
23. Been arrested?: No.
24. TP'd someone's house?: No.
25. Won something?: Yah.
26. Been rejected?: Hmmm, no?
27. Been to a funeral?: Yes.
28. Used a lighter?: Yah.
29. Been on stage?: Yah.

FAVORITE
30. Season: Spring.
31. Food: Alot.
32. Ice cream flavour: Vanilla.
33. School subject(s): Home Economics, Science.
34. Person: Many. [;
35. Book(s): Many.
36. Movie(s): Many.
37. Song(s): Move Along - The All American Rejects. [ The starting is a drum intro! (; ]
38. Park: Pasir Ris?
39. State: I dont know.
40. Place: Many. Library mostly.
41. Sport to watch: Basketball.
42. Bands/musicians: PANIC! at The Disco.
43. Letter(s): I dont know.
44. Restaurant: Marche?
45. Cartoon Character(s): Garfield.
46. TV Station(s): MTV, sports channels.
47. Name for a son: Luke/Duke.
48. Name for a daughter: Have yet to think of it. Keia? [ Pronouced kee-yah ] [;

DO YOU PREFER
49. Chocolate or Vanilla?: Both.
50. Long relationships or short?: Long.
51. Dogs or cats?: Dogs.
52. Scary movies or comedies?: Comedies.
53. Short hair or long?: Long i guess.
54. Croutons or bacon bits?: Bacon.
55. Kissing or hugging?: Both can? LOL.

FIRST THINGS THAT COME TO MIND
56. Mexicans: Funny big hats.
57. School: Ugly. It has so many colours that doesnt match.
58. Grass: Green?
59. Cow: Mooooo!
60. Canada: Pretty place. [;
61. Mouse: RUN!
62. Hands: Nails.

THE PAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU
63. Watched a movie: Yup.
64. Talked on the phone: Yup.
65. Cried: Yup.
66. Threw up: No.
67. Drank a glass of water: Yup. Plenty.
68. Done Drugs: No.
69. Read a book or magazine: Yup.
70. Watched TV: No.
71. Looked in the mirror: Of course.
72. Taken a shower: Yah. Im xiang! [;
73. Taken a picture: Yup.
74. Listened to music: Yup.
75. Kissed someone: Hmmm, no.
76. Told someone you liked them: No.

There were many missing questions, so I just changed all the numbers. Haha.

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@ 5:15 PM
Another quiz! Aw, Im addicted to them.

RED;
Closest red thing to you? ::: My Crumpler bag.
Last thing to make you angry? ::: Someone talking nonsense.
Do you have a temper? ::: Of course. [;
Are you a fan of romance? ::: Yeaps.

ORANGE;
Closest orange thing to you? ::: My phone.
Do you like to burn things? ::: Most of the time.
Dress up for Halloween? ::: I cant celebrate it. So, no.
Are you usually a warm-hearted person? ::: I guess.
Do you have anything against ginger hair? ::: Hmmm, no.
Are you usually full of energy? ::: Usually. [;

YELLOW;
Closest yellow thing to you? ::: Sofa.
The happiest time[s] of your life? ::: Cant remember.
Favorite holiday? ::: New Zealand.
What makes you smile? ::: Some people, doing sweet and meaningful things for me. [;
Are you a coward? ::: LOL. Sometimes?
Do you burn or tan? ::: Tan. I cant burn.

GREEN;
Closest green thing to you? ::: Green cup.
Do you care about the enviroment? ::: Yeah.
Are you jealous of anyone right now? ::: No, I guess .
Are you a lucky person? ::: Sometimes.
Do you always want what you can't have? ::: Duh.
Are you Irish? ::: Nope.

BLUE;
Closest blue thing to you? ::: My bible.
Are you good at calming people down? ::: Not really.
Do you like the sea? ::: Yup.
Last thing to make you cry? ::: My mum saying I was useless when I cant find the damn brush.
Are you a logical thinker? ::: Usually? LOL.
Can you sleep easily? ::: Depends.

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!Sunday, November 05, 2006

@ 9:20 PM
Wtf. My mum used MY newspaper to do her fucking vegetables. And it was in the damn box. IN THE BOX. There is a whole fucking pile of newspapers just beside the box, and why does she have to take the one IN THE FUCKING DAMN BOX?

What stupid parents I have. They just have to piss me off every single day. Fuckers. I just want to cuss so much and just whack them senseless through their thick brainless skulls!

She's the Man is uber nice! The part where the three girls were fighting in the toilet was amusing. [; It's obscene during the soccer game though. Hehheh.

Weijin ; Thanks for the discs! And for letting me go to the gym. Heh. [;

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!Saturday, November 04, 2006

@ 11:07 PM
On the way home after dinner just now, I saw an Indian couple having a brawl. It was really amusing. The woman was screaming her ass off and I could hear her when I was at the end of the road while she was at the other end. The guy was like really quiet and was trying to keep the attention away from them while the woman didnt care and just screamed. Apparently, people who walked passed them stared as the were causing a racket. At first before I saw them, I thought it was just some drunk man blabbing nonsense in a high pitched voice. Haha. I think the woman was listing all the guy's faults as I heard her say when it was her mum's birthday, the guy didnt come but went out with his friends to drink or something like that. Then she started saying, "I dont want you anymore, okay? Go away!" I was thinking "Wahlao. Dont have to do this in public right. If I were the guy, I would have given her a tight slap and told her to shut up."

Hehheh. [;

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@ 4:05 PM
Yay! I've done 2 surveys in a day! [;

Who can lend me Goong? Pleaseeeeeeeee.

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@ 4:00 PM
Ultimate Survey

full name: Alicia Tan.
nickname(s): Cia, Cia-y.
birthday: 13 March 1993.
where were you born: Singapore ; Thomson Medical Hospital.
zodiac sign: Rooster.
height: 173cm [or taller]. (;
weight: secret! X=
hair color: Dark brown.
eye color: Dark brown.
shoe size: 9half to 10.
ring size: Dont know.
skin type (freckles, tan, albino, etc.): Freckles and tan.
blood type: B+.
grade: Secondary 1.
GPA: Our school doesnt count for us.
siblings: Older sister.
tattoos: None.
piercings: 5.
hobbies: Playing basketball, reading, going online and more stuff.

Favorite :
color: Orange, some shades of green, brown, black, white.
food: Many. Japanese! (;
candy: Chocolate!
type of cheese: Melted i guess. /:
pizza topping: Meat and cheese.
salad dressing: Thousand Island.
sandwich: Tuna.
cereal: Honey stars, Twix, Peanut butter thingy.
fruit: Almost all!
vegetable: Kangkong.
berry: Strawberry?
cake: Almost all! [fruit cake sucks!] (;
book: Romance.
movie: Too many to name.
magazine: Teenage.
newspaper: The Straits Times? Urban!
tv show: Many.
website: http://blurredrants.blogspot.com of course! (;
radio station: 98.7FM.
font: Many.
cartoon character: Tigger!
artist (painter): Dont know.
actor: Orlando Bloom and MingDao!
actress: Dont know.
cd: PANIC! at the Disco - A Fever You Cant Sweat Out.
song: Too many to name.
music group: PANIC! at the Disco, LinkinPark, SimplePlan, GoodCharlotte. Many more
music type: Rock, rap, RnB.
day of the week: Sunday.
month: March. (;
season: Spring.
holiday: End of year holiday.
shampoo: Dove!
conditioner: Dove!
number: 13! (;
phrase: "Wahlao! EEE."
store: Many.
weather: Cooling?
restaurant: Dont know.
channel: MTV? I dont watch tv.
teacher: Mr James Lee.
weekend activity: Tuition, cell group, church, go out! (;
hangout: Junction8, AMK Central, Town, library, basketball courts.
house color: Cream?
sport to watch: Basketball, pool, soccer.
sport to play: Basketball, bowling!
animal: Puppies! (;
flower: Red roses.
guy's name: Luke.
girl's name: I dont know yet.
board game: Game of Life?
party game: Truth or dare.
story from childhood: Dont know. I dont have childhood la! /:
body part: Eyes.

Have you ever:
been on a train: Yup, MRT.
been on a plane: Yup.
been in a car accident: Thank God, no.
caused a car accident: No.
run into a wall: Yup, many times! X=
burned a potato chip: No. LOL!
almost burned the house down: No.
smoked: No. It's stupid to smoke.
been drunk: Not yet! (;
been high: Of course!
broken the law: Yup.
burned a cd (if yes, the one above is yes): Yup.
kissed someone of the opposite sex: Yup.
kissed someone of the same sex: Mum?
frenched an animal: Eeks. No!
made out: LOL!
had cyber sex: No.
gotten engaged: No.
had an online relationship: No.
been rejected by a crush: No.
loved: Yes.
made yourself cry to get out of trouble: Nope. Not that kind of person.
cried in public: Yeah.
cried over a movie: Countless of times! Haha. [MVP Valentine, The Frog who turned into a Prince]
fallen asleep in a movie theater: No. What for pay so much money to sleep where it is so expensive and noisy?
given someone a bath: No.
been to a boarding school: No.
been home-schooled: No.
lost a valuable item: Yes.
bungee jumped: No. Scary!
skied: No.
met the president: I think so.
met a celebrity: Yup.
gotten a cavity: Yup.
shopped at abercrombie & fitch: No.
made a prank call: No. Haha.
skipped school: Not on purpose. But lessons, yes.
faked sick to get out of school: Yup. (;
purchased something that you knew didn't fit: No. Waste money for what?
climbed a tree: No.
fallen from a tree: No.
broken a bone: No. Ouch.
sprained anything: Not yet. /:
passed out: No.
made yourself pass out: Can meh? LOL.
been to disney world: No! /:
been to a theme park (not disney): Yup. Escape.
said i love you and meant it (not to a relative): Yup.
made a model volcano (working model): No.
made a clover leaf with your tounge: Yeah! (;

Past:
what did you do yesterday: Did filming in school, went to Gwen's house.
memory you miss the most: I dont know.
memory you want to forget: Horror shows that I have watched.
something you regretted after it was done: Many things.

The last:
song you heard: Fly [I think] by Hady Mirza.
cd you bought: PANIC! at the Disco - A Fever You Cant Sweat Out. Actually Jasper was the one who bought it for me. LOL.
thing you said: "I dont know."
time you cried: Few days back.
movie seen in a theater: Pirates of the Carribean : Dead Man's Chest.
thing you ate: Ang Ku kuay.
person who called: Mum.
nail polish shade worn: Red! (;
time you showered: 10 am.
person who complimented you: Mum?

At this moment:
what are you listening to: The rustling of the leaves.
what are you wearing: Grey Giordano tee and FBT shorts.
what are you thinking: Im thinking what am I thinking? LOL.
what are you scared of most: Gruesome stuff.
how many people are on your buddy list: 371.

Future:
occupation: Im thinking about photographing.
marriage site: Beach.
honeymoon: Not sure yet.
place to live: Either condo or super big house! (;
kids: Dont know.
car: Huge box-like Mercedes.
what are you doing tomorrow: Going to church and also doing ushering, maybe have lunch with Drums DG.
do you think george bush will be reelected: Hopefully not!
will there be a wwIII: It's up to God.
will politics ever be truthful: I dont think so. It's already full of bullshit. What makes you think that it'll change in future?
will humanity snuff itself out: Dont know.
can the government be changed: Yeah.

Friends:
best friend: No one.
funniest: Gwen, Eileen, Kerrie.
silliest: Kerrie!
loudest: Jia Qi, Gwen, Kerrie, Clara.
quietest: Dont know.
craziest: Gwen!
calmest: Dont know.
skinniest: Jia Qi, Beverly.
best secret keeper: Dont know.
worst secret keeper: Cant say.
the one you have but don't want: Cant say. X=
smartest: Tan Ying.
preppiest: Dont know.
peppiest: Dont know.
most hyper: Quin, Gwen.
hottest: Dont know. Haha.
weirdest: Myself? LOL.
biggest pervert: Shriram.
most annoying: Shriram? LOL.
shyest: Pamela.
most religious: YeongDeng!

Do you believe in:
heaven: Yup.
hell: Yup.
angels: Yup.
devil: Yup.
god: Yup.
buddha: No.
aliens: No.
ghosts: Yup.
spirit (soul): Yup. I have one!
soulmates: Yup.
reincarnation: No.
love at first sight: Yup.
karma: I dont think so.
love in general: Yup.
luck: I guess. Haha.
yourself: Sometimes.

Crush:
who and when was your first crush: I cant remember. It was in kindergarden!
any now: I think. (;
a celebrity crush: MingDaoooooo!
who do you want to be with right now: No one.
whos number do you want: Mingdao's! ((;
who do you want to kiss: No one. LOL!
what is something you dont understand about the opposite sex: Why do they care so much about their ego?
if you could go on a date with anybody, who would it be: Hmmm.I dont know.
on scale of one to ten, how romantic are you: 7! (;
first thing noticed about the opposite sex: Eyebrows? Haha!
what do you look for personality-wise: Caring, kind, honest.
biggest turn on: Looks i guess.
biggest turn off: Showing off.
something they wear that turns you on: I dont know? Haha.
something they wear that turns you off: Super high pants.
the most romantic thing you want to happen to you: Im thinking! (;
the most romantic thing that has happened to you: Cant tell. X=
what do you wear on a coffee date: Something simple?
is it right to flirt if you're taken: No.
is cyber cheating: Yes.
are eyes the passegeway to the soul: Yup!
who would you like to take to the prom: My girlies! Haha.
do you want to hug somebody right now: No.
do you know what an aphrodisiac is: No.

Describe:
mellow: Not sure.
melancholy: Dont know.
the perfect date: Candle light dinner in a posh restaurant?
the perfect mate: Dont know. Haha.
how m&m's are made: I dont work there so how am I supposed to know?
why manhole covers are round: Hmmm. Because manholes are round? LOL!

One or the other:
coke/pepsi: Pepsi.
sprite/7-up: 7-up.
boxers/briefs: Boxers.
gold/silver: Silver.
vanilla/chocolate: Both.
flowers/candy: Both.
book/magazine: Both.
tv/radio: Both.
glass half empty/half full: Half full.
democrat/republican: Republican.
colored pencils/markers: Markers.
coffee/tea: Tea.
sun/moon: Sun.
day/night: Day.
hot/cold: Depends.
dog/cat: Dog.
button/zipper: Zipper.
cotton/feather pillow: Feather.
blue/purple: Purple.
plumber/trashman: Neither.
jeans/shorts: Shorts.
long distance relationship/none: None.
mechanical/regular pencil: Mechanical.
matt/ben: Ben.
that 70's show/simpsons: Neither.
kelso/eric: Kelso. More unique.
donna/jackie: Jackie.
bart/lisa: Lisa! Bart=Butt. LOL!
romeo/juliet: Romeo.
romantic comedy/thriller: Romantic comedy.
nsync/bsb: Neither.
peanut butter/jelly: Jelly.
waffles/pancakes: Both.
letter/email: Letter.
florida/california: California.
pizza/burgers: Both.
hat/visor: Visor.
football/rugby: Football.
iceskating/blading: Both.
movie at home/in theater: Both.

First thing you think of when you hear :
yellow: The song by Coldplay.
red lipstick: Harlequin girls.
socks: You rock my socks! (;
cowtipping: Tipping a cow? LOL!
moulin rouge: A brand?greenland: wheres that?
iceland: Oooh the land is so green.
harry potter: Daniel Radcliffe.
red: Blood.
blackberry: A fat berry that is black.
rose: My mum. Her name is Rose. LOL.
rooster: Kuku! (;
taxes: Urghs, money again!
bill clinton: The US guy.
whipped cream: Eeks.
george w. bush: Sucker.
lollipops: Sweeeeeet! [;
dreams: I have many.
love: I havent experienced that.
guys: Most are jerks. [;
south park: Yay! Sadistics. [;
boy bands: The All-American Rejects, Panic! at The Disco.

Are you:
happy: Not really.
sad: Sort of.
religious: Guess so.
bitchy: Maybe? Haha. [;
crazy: Sometimes.
messy: Yup.
mad: Sometimes.
slacker: Of course!
nerd: During exam periods. [;
bookworm: Yup.
jock: Yup.
preppy: Not exactly.
selfish: Sometimes.
giving: Sometimes.
obsessive: Not really.
violent: Sometimes. [;
calm: Mostly.
peaceful: Mostly.
mellow: No.
eccentric: Sometimes.
caring: Sometimes.
untrustworthy: Nope.
loyal: I guess.
patriotic: Uh yah.
perverted: Sometime. [;
colorful: Yup.
artistic: In a way.

Miscellaneous:
what color is your jacket: White.
do you shave: Yah.
where: Armpits? LOL.
what color is your razor: Blue.
what size is your bed: Single.
what color crayon would you be: Orange or brown.
what are the last four digits of you phone number: 2655.
feelings on abortion: Cruel.
how long does it take you to shower: About 20mins.
what does your screenname mean: Eh.
thoughts on blonde pop stars in general: Dont sing as well as blacks.
who so you trust the most: No one.
is cussing a necessity in life: Yah! [;
how about coffee: Nope.
is the world screwed: Yup.
what something you cant live without: Friends.
what time did you fall asleep: About 12.40am.
know what 69 means: Nope.
how about 143: Nope.
can you live without a microwave: Not really. My food are always cold.
what do think about death: Good! I can meet God. [;
where and when do you want to be married: Dontknow.
do you want to drop out of school: Maybe.
why is the sky blue: Cause God made it that way. [;
what is a good trait about yourself: I dontknow.
what do you always think about: Why does life suck?
what is wrong with your school: Awful people.
what is right with your school: I can play basketball and play for the school.
how do you react to change: Usually it's surprise, or anger.
do you talk to yourself: Seldom.
what is your opinion on love: It is hard to find.
can you afford to lose weight: Of course!
what color would you dye your hair: Jet black with brown and red, or purple streaks.
best thing anyone told you: Cant remember.
what is your reaction to someone telling you you're hot: "No lor. Haha."
does being psycho appeal to you: No!
if you wrote a book, what would it be about: Romance.
what would you change your name to: I dontknow.
longest crush lasted how long: 2 years plus.

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@ 1:49 PM
Found this on Phaedra's blog. Yay, another quiz! [;

PART 1
Crying Section:
1) Last time you ever cried your heart out: Not a long time ago.
2) Have you ever cried yourself to sleep? Yes.
3) Have you ever cried on your friend's shoulder? Yes.
4) Do you cry when you get an injury? Yes, if it's too painful to bear.
5) Do certain songs make you cry? No, so far.

Mad Section:
1) What do you do when you are mad? Swear and scream.
2) Whats the worst thing you've done when you were mad? There are too many. [;
3) Have you ever made someone cried when you were mad? Yes.
4) Have you ever physically hurt someone when you were mad? Yes.
5) Do you curse when you are mad? Of course.

Pain section:
1) Whats the worst thing you've done to someone else? I dontknow.
2) How depressed can you get? There has yet to be a day.

Happy Section:
1) How often do you smile? Most of the time.
2) What can make you happy? Receiving gifts. [;
3) Do you wish you could be happier? Of course.
4) Does being with your friend make you happier? Sometimes.

Love Section:
1) Have you ever loved someone so much, till you would die for them? Uh no.
2) Did you ever loved someone and confessed? Yup.
3) Have you loved a person so much that it made you cry? Yes.
4) Had anyone besides your friend and family said 'I love you' to you? Yup.

Hate Section:
1) Have you ever hated someone who had broken ur heart? For a period of time.
2) Do you hate Bush? He doesnt deserve to be the president.

Self-Esteem Section:
1) Is your self-esteem extremely low? Probably.
2) Do you believe in yourself? Sometimes.
3) What do you say when people praised you? Thank you.
4) Are you one of those idiots who thinks they are ugly, dumb and fat? Maybe.[;
5) Have you ever wanted to kill yourself because you think you werent good enough? Yup.
6) Are you happy with who you are? No.

How tall are you? 1.74m or more.
What's your status? Single.
Do you own a gun? No.
If you had a mental disorder, what would be the cause of it? Bottled up hurt.
How many letters are there in ur crush's name? Aint telling! [;
What do you prefer to drink in the morning? Orange juice.
Do you do push-ups? Yup.
Had you ever done estasy? No.
Have you ever fought? Yup.
Do you like the rain? Sometimes.
Do you own a knife? It belongs in the kitchen.
What do you smell like? Sweet? LOL! [;
Full Initials? ATJH.

3 thoughts at the moment:
1) I want to watch Ai Qing Mo Fa Shi!
2) Im waiting for my mum to bring back lunch.
3) Im not going to Orchard anymore.

3 last things you have bought today: I didnt go out today.

PART 2
1) 5 regular drinks that I like, in the order of most to least:
Lemon Barley, Justea Peach, Ice Lemon Tea, Green Tea, Vanilla Coke.
2) Time awake this morning? 9:40am.
3) Can you spell? Duh. Im S-P-E-L-L-I-N-G.
4) Current worry? Too many.
5) Current hate? Copycats.
6) Favourite place to be? Library.
7) Least favourite place to be? Home.
8) Where would you like to go? Beach.
9) Do you own slippers? Yup.
10) What do you think you'll be doing if I look psycho to you? Running away!
11) Are you burned or tanned? Tanned.
12) Do you prefer yellow or blue? Yellow.
13) Would you be a pirate? If I have a chance. I would like Johnny Depp to be the captain! [;
14) When was the last time your phone rang? 1hr 3mins ago.
15) Songs you sing in the shower? Gospel.
16) What did you fear at night as a child? Ghosts and monsters.
17) Whats in your pocket right now? I dont have a pocket.
18) The last thing that made you laugh? Aaron saying he wants his name to be SEX BOMS! [;
19) Best comfort on your bed you ever had? Eh, a good night's rest?
20) Most frequently described character? Eh, I dontknow.
21) How many TVs do you have at home? 1.
22) Who is your loudest friend? Clara.
23) Who is your most silent friend? I dontknow.
24) Does someone have a crush on you? I dontknow.
25) Do you wish on stars? No.
26) Whats your favourite book? Many.
27) What song did you last heard? Move Along - The All American Rejects.
28) What were you doing at 12am last night? Reading.
29) What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up? What am I going to do today?
30) Friend's name who starts with 'S'? Many. Samuel, Sarah, Seraphina, Shawn, Serena, Sherilyn, Shirei, Shiyuan, Shobana, Shriram, Shuxiang, Shuyu, Stella, Sylvie, Szelee. [;
31) 4th person on your missed call list? I just deleted everything yesterday.
32) Last sms received? Zhoukai.
33) What word do you say frequently? Retarded.
34) The last thing you ate? Roast pork rice.
35) The last thing you said to a person, who was it? "Oh okay." -Mum.
36) Do you watch TV? Seldom.
37) Have you seen the movie Donniedarko? No.
38) Have you ever been hunting? No.
39) Is Marriage in your future? Maybe.
40) The last time you said 'I love you' and meant it? A few days ago to a friend.
41) What should you be doing right now? Packing my room.
42) Do you have nicknames? Yup.
43) Do you believe in love at first sight? Yup.
44) Who is the youngest child in the family? Me.
45) Are you a heavy sleeper? Not really.
46) Do you clean up nicely? Yes.
47) When was the last time you used a skateboard? Cant remember.
48) Where was the last place you slept besides your house? In church.
49) Have you ever run out of gas on the road? I dont drive.
50) The best movie you've seen in the past 2 weeks? Didnt watch.

Last Person:
you saw? Mum.
you talked to on the phone? Mum.
you hugged? Cant remember.
you texted? Huril.

Favourite:
Number? 13.
Song? Shan Hu Hai by Jay Chou.
Colour? Orange.
Season? Spring.

Missing someone? Maybe.
Mood? Bored.

True or False quiz
1) I'm a morning person
= False.
2) I'm a perfectionist
= True.
3) I'm the only child
= False.
4) I'm in my pajamas
= False.
5) I'm currently single
= True.
6) I'm online 24/7
= False.
7) I'm shy around opposite sex
= False.
8) I can be paranoid
= True.
9) I regret something I had done
= True.
10) I enjoy talking on the phone
= True.
11) I have lots to learn
= True.
12) I have a secret
= True.

6 signs to show if you are falling for someone:
~ as soon as you get online, whose name do you look at first.
~ When you hear your phone ringing, who do you hope is calling.
~ When you hear a love song, whose face comes to your mind .
~ Whose name makes your heart skip a beat everytime you hear it.
~ Who is it that you always find yourself thinking about.
~ The only person on your mind when you spend the whole time reading this bulletin. [;

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@ 11:48 AM
Frenzy! was quite fun. We played Amazing Race around Orchard. We lose at the first station. The forfeit was having your face drawn with make up. Keith, Jiahao, Jocelyn and Gwen did it. The station master was Tiffany and she anyhow draw. Keith and Jiahao's faces were drawn horrendously. Jocelyn and Gwen's faces were not so bad as they only had eye shadow in dark blue. It was gross la. Having to put make up on your face while you were perspiring. Haha.
And Monica fell down. Her jeans were stained with blood. So poor thing. Get well soon! [;

We rushed to the next station to realise it was lunch break. Waste time and MRT fare. LOL. Drank MOShake! The strawberry flavour tastes weird. I still prefer vanilla! [;

Take care of that leg Keith! You'll have shiny skin soon. [; Haha. The drama was nice but we missed the beginning of it so I couldnt really understand. After it ended, we had cam-whoring sessions! Super funny. Zhicai went to zoom pass the camera when the shutter was clicking. Part of his face ended up in the picture and we had to take again. Haha. I took a picture with him but it I turned out ugly. /: He has that standard face so it doesnt matter. Heh. [; Im going to take with him again next time!

Gwen, Pamela and me went to Novena Square to ask the shop abiout our class t-shirt design. It'll cost $16 so next time everyone has to pay $1 more. I wont spoil the surprise by revealing the design of the shit. Hehheh. [; But, everyone has a customised shirt of their own! Rest assured, it'll be really nice!

Please pass the message okay. Bring $1 on our next meeting. Inform me on what name you want on your shirt. Like your full name or just Alicia. That kind. Yup. The shirts will most probably be handed out on the Christmas gathering and prepare you $1 by then. If you dont come to the party, the shirts will be given to you next year. For those who have paid but doesnt want the shirt anymore, I'll give you the money next time we meet. [;

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@ 11:07 PM
Irritated by everyone around me. Hold my tongue Lord.

Cheer up, Cherilyn! iLOVEYOU ! [;

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